i feel like running away.. running away from life from everything..i miss airport.. miss the ambience and quietness of there.. but i dun haf de time to visit my favourite place.. i am now trying to settle down and think deeply.. think of my feelings and think of what i really desire and wants..but i will it be too late to make a choice now? i am not sure.. i hope is not but i haf a feeling that i may miss the opportunity already.. life is full of confusion uncertain decisions.. sometimes it is better solve it but sometimes is better to just leave it and let heaven and natural decides.. i fear of love.. i fear of being hurt again.. nobody likes to be hurt and i dun wan to hurt anybody.. thats why i take a long time to decide and to confirm what my feelings are.. sometimes the uncertainity i recieve makes me undecisive for my answers.. i hate to be undecisive but sometimes i just cant control myself.. sometimes i think that i am taking too much precautions.. just give it a try may lead u to a different type of situation - a happy and satisfied life. i will try and this time my answers will not change anymore...