hmms.. today went back to unity for teachers day celebration.. went back to school to see all my beloved teachers.. haha.. miss them alot.. heex.. as usual we got teachers day performance.. haha.. not bad lah.. got dance and band lo.. saw all my school mates.. long time nv saw them le.. some of them really change alot over the past months.. haha.. after school went to kbox wif jasmin yvonne xiaowei karen carol jielin jieying tzemin.. haha.. once again we rock the house.. today was so high.. haha.. i just love them lots..


hmms.. lots of things happen this few days but i think i can handle it.. but suddenly i feel so sad.. haix.. this is reality i just have to accept it.. but the most hurting thing is that someone going to leave me.. i just wanna sae something to someone the i treasure alot and hope that the person will noe what i feel when she read this:

i just want u to know that u are never been ever left out by anyone of us.. i noe u tend to think alot but i really want u to know that u are really important to me.. sometimes i think that u
are just too busy wif ur own activities so u did not really participate in our gathering or wad.. but this doesnt mean that u are not important at all.. whenever u are sad or u feeling down i hope that i will be the one by ur side to console u and be ur shoulder but sometimes it does not happen... this doesnt mean that i dun care for u.. i am still worried about u and i really miss u alot since school holiday started.. on the wednesday when u cried.. i can feel that my heart is aching.. i dun want u to haf this mind set that we will be apart.. u should noe me that friendship means alot to me.. it is even more important then myself.. i treasure everyone of u all.. i want u all to be happy.. but sometimes mebbi my actions or wad does not make u think so but u will still haf a place in my heart... ya.. few weeks back something really terrible happen to me and u are not by my side.. but i noe that u do worried for me and wanted to care for me but ur packed schedule made u unable to do so.. i can understand that and i really never blame u or anything.. dun ever think that u feel left out.. nobody will left u out.. u are one of the KAI XIN GUO in our class.. how can u be left.. actually there is alot of people cared for u.. and me is always included.. i just want u to noe that dun leave us ok.. dun ever think of leaving us quietly.. coz in my heart u already have a place in it.. a place that will never be replaced.. thinking back of all the memories we had.. i really very happy to noe u.. i always think that u are a good listener.. always willing to hear what i wanna sae.. i really appreciate that.. i will never forget ur birthday.. even though i may hurt u in some ways but all my intentions are good.. i just want u to be happy and never ever forget this birthday that we had created for u.. this already show how much u mean to me..i really hope u noe how i feel.. so pls dun leave us ok.. MISS U LOTS!! LOVE U FOREVER!!