hey i am back.. haha.. finally its holiday!! haha.. no more school until next year.. its so good that i can sleep thru the day again. hmms.. went out wif W26G yesterday for gathering.. went CDANS for bowling.. its a pretty nice game but i just managed to play one game went hom after that but the rest went to have dinner.. sorry guys didnt join u all.. just pmsing and need some time to think of my stuff.
Yesterday was also DILYS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! haha. we had so much fun yesterday in the class. Zoee and joshua went to buy a chocolate cake for her and we give her surprise.. haha.. then after that we ordered canadian pizza also.. ask our science faci hanyao to join us also.. we started gossiping around... haha.. its so fun yesterday and we even almost forget to do ppt for third meeting.. haha.. i hope more birthdays coming then we can have lots of fun.. hahaha.. guess my holiday will not be relaxing... have work and also alot of other stuff.. work have actually taken away almost alot of days in my holiday. But i will still have time wif ALL MY FRIENDS!! so if u guys wanna ask me out please tell me alright.. dun say i am busy so nv ask.. i will arranged my time if u guys tell me earlier.. haha.. u all still stand the most in my HEART! i am serious about the words i say alright.. especially to those i long time nv meet le.. haha..
For yesterday, i dunno why my mood goes down suddenly..i think the show i watch yesterday also affected me alot. seeing u wif someone makes my heart sinks again.. i wanted to say its never mind.. she knows what she is doing.. its ok man.. but some how yesterday i cant.. i blame myself for not thinking that way making everyone feel moody also.. but sometimes i just cant CONTROL.. i think that you weigh much more important more then i expected.. more important then myself.. sometimes just feel like hanging out wif u all day all week but i know cant.. alot of things to do and time would not allow us to do so.. sometimes i just feel awkward.. i will try and tell myself its ok but i do still wanna see things from u also.. i know you feel pressure and tired. its ok if u cant i will do it myself then.. this thing have affected our friendship alot and we always say let it be the last time ok.. but it seems so hard.. this is always the only thing who always obstructing between us.. i just wanna see me and you happy all the time like the past..
this is something for u: and also what i wanna say to u:
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望